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11 oktober 2006

Hey guys,

Well today as usual I had a booooooooooring day at school. And I desided (already did yesterday but haven't had the time) to tell a friend I'm gay. So in the break, I dragged her with me and said: "Okay, please don't tell anyone, I'll tell them myself when I'm ready for it, but I'm gay. And she SHOUTED: "WOOOHOOO, I HAVE A GAY FRIEND!" And all I could think was, wow, that was direct. So I grabbed her and said: shut up, I don't want EVERYBODY to know. And well, she said that she was so happy because now she has a gay friend, and a bi sister (who is btw very hot, but my friend doesn't want to hook me up with her, and she is in london and has a bf...) But I need to talk more to her about this, because when I was about to tell her everything, an other friend of mine came walking towards us. So I started talking about my ex... What is it with girls when they have a private conversation, it seems that every other girl on the schoolyard is listening with? And I had to tell my friend who I had a crush on, so I dragged her away and told her that there is this beautifull girl at my working place and bla bla bla *entire story* and the other friend was hurt, because she was standing allone and very friendless on the schoolyard. Well I have to tell your, that is your own fault. At least ASK if you can stand with us before walking and listening to the conversation. Or is that just my opinion?

I'll soon update you on a masterplan me and my friend are planning, to FINNALY shut up a girl who can't get a boyfriend and so on, and so forth. *helloo, look at me, i'm gay and can't get a girlfriend! what do you think about that??? :O :P* Just kidding people.

Well, i'm off to hit the shower and go to a bar. TTYL

Love

Denise

Fist Post, First Problem

Well, first of all i want to welcome you all to my Blog mwhahahaa, srry.
I'm kindof in an extited mood right now, why? Because I am in love... yup *my zodiac sign is a Lybra... and, they love love, at least, if you believe in those things* Anyways... the problem is, she is straight. Those things always happen to me, ow and... before i forget, 3 exes of mine are still in love with me, and very boyish... as in: They have a swinger. So there you have it, I can't get a girl because she is straight, and i don't know other girls who are gay (exept a friend of my brother but she is 21... and i'm 16) And i would really like to have a relationship with a girl, not because i'm desperate, but i want to make sure that i'm gay, and i want to see what thats like. Now that might sound like: oh god, she just wants to experiment, but i'm almost posetive that i'm gay, i only look at girls and the way they look like, and i don't give anything about guys, i just see them as friends, nothing more. And frankly, my mom doesn't believe i'm gay, until i show up with a girl at my place,, so if you guys have any hints and tips, please leave a message. Appreciate it!

With Love
Denise